Eternal odyssey:

It had been a long time since I  blogged. These days went by reminiscence of the glorious days, which none of us can recreate.

Now, it’s the time for me to introspect rather than to retrospect… since nothing is benefited from the latter, retrospection is just a paltry, but introspection is sine qua non and also vital, since it could give me answers to common phrases like “about ME: “, which in today’s’ context is an unfathomable mystery and needs to be scrutinized.

This phrase as you evaluate can take various forms under different situations and conditions ( like carbon , which exists as diamond and graphite...), so it can be termed as an “allotropic phrase”!!!

The definition of an allotropic phrase with an example.

A common example for an allotropic phrase is “about me”. It can exist in different forms depending upon the situations and conditions.

The given phrase can be duplicated, facsimiled and is made as a question “tell me about yourself?? “…this one finds a lot of application in future life !!.

Since explanation of one phrase consequentially lead to definition of the other, I chose the first allotropy “about ME “.

About ME : Well being a mechanical engineering undergraduate for four years, “ ME “ sounds familiar. Hence ME is MEchanical engineering..infact it can be defined precisely as jobless MEchanical engineer. The latter is a much suitable definition within my perspective, so that I could explain “about me “ with par excellence.

About me : I’m a jobless mechanical engineer by vocation, a unsuccessful entity in life, failure domain, and an individual who never know “ what really is success “ ???. I’m not able to define success, coz I have never enjoyed it. So success for me is just a pejorative connotation.

Apart from the above allotropic forms of phrases, other combination of words such as “ eppo enthu cheyunnu ??? “ are also need to be scrutinized, because this phrase show plethora of attention by the envious human race living around, so the solution should be made as fast as possible. hence I found “ eternal odyssey” the apt title for this piece of writing..ETERNAL ODYSSEY.. the endless journey to uncover the answers for the above. In this short term of the long journey, the major time was spent in preparing resume…which indeed is essential. But resume did not offer much in its credibility. For others resumes are meant for showcasing their abilities and achievements to get hitched up, but for me it’s like showing my shortcomings and weakness to whom I hope will give me a job. I am pretty sure that if someone is to give me a job just by looking my resume, a miracle should happen. From my life miracles are often a jinx, which is thought to bring a bad luck in a mysterious way. So I expect no miracles to take place.

The other new hobbies finding place in my daily routine are mainly reading newspaper..well this is surely a time killer. It takes one to two hours in reading a complete one. I think reading has certain benefits too…certainly five to six new words daily comes to my notice, sarcastically I hope it will improve my vocabulary and reading skills. The other being writing all job test, started from ONGC, IES, EIL, RELIANCE,BANK PO’S……….,it helps me to get out of my home and it gives me about eight hours of leisure time, away from home. Now I even started to bunk some exams because of boredom( it’s hard to sit in an exam hall for 3 hours without much knowledge and I’m the only one to sleep in the hall).

Leaving destiny to god is some kind of escapism from my responsibility and reality. I knew this but I have no choice. I’m not in a mind to prepare for all those upcoming exams, because as I said I’m a failure domain and an unsuccessful entity. Let him find me a way for the rest of my life. Until then the journey continues….yes the ETERNAL ODYSSEY.